Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Birthday Bash

2011 NOVEMBER 05

That Time has arrived like clock work once again.
Last night I thought about years past and couldn't help, but let the tears roll down my face.
Today a year ago I was at a friends' place,picking up the most wonderful cookies I had ever tasted, from a lady with the biggest, most passionate heart I had ever met.
Two years ago today I was sitting Uncomfortably with perfect strangers waiting to meet up with My Soul Sister Amitha .
When I got the call I remain silent and once again tears rolled down my face.
I couldn't make out the words to the people I was with. They would go on to panic asking whats wrong.
I thought to myself maybe if I don't say it out loud it won't happen.
I continued to not say anything except for the occasional 'Yes' / 'No'.
I staggered my way home and realized how much my life was about to change.
Those two beautiful people are gone now, but I continue to realize the great abundance of people in my life who bring so much good to it.
They claim I'm the inspiration, but their passion and love for life is what helps keep me going.
My poor mind knows this day is particularly hard on me.
The thoughts that come with each gift, wonder if Amitha would have gotten this many gifts, probably more.
Each happy birthday, I don't have anyone to tease. Really a birthday is a very lonely thing once you become more or less ignored.
I am so thankful for today and all the beautiful people in my life.
I want everyone to know that.
Thank you for the sweet birthday wishes. I truly feel loved.
Last night I dreamed I was with Shraddha, soon I realized she'll never come back as I waited in a dark, dreary house, with the curtains drawn. I know that part of my life is over.
She can't ever be back like she once was.
What I do now is all of you today are in my life for a reason.
I just want to say thanks to each one of you.
Shraddha,My bestfriend And My Soul Sister Amitha and Last and not the Least -Digantha :) :)

Duggu I miss you.

The Boy I Love

Today I am going to write about a boy who is everything in my life.He's sweet,admirable,mischievous,lovable, Royal and a bit aggressive at times.That's what I don't like in him;It is hard to please or convince him. Otherwise he's Good as God.When I first met him,I never thought he's the love I was Waiting for.
I was new to this city,so practically he became my Guide.He took me to places I could never Go without him.He is the Light,burning more and more to Enlighten my life.
His presence made me feel warm and Comfortable.A secure feeling would come when he puts his arms around my neck.That love,I only felt in Dreams.We spent a lot of time together,in this Traffic -driven busy Metropolitan City.Sometimes we walked Hand in hand, Sometimes we Rode in his Favorite bike & sometimes (rarely) we Drive in his Car.Seeing him Drive the Car,was a pure pleasure to my mind.I was so happy and I'll always be With him.
Feb 13 2012
That's when I started to feel that I was in love; With him,Bangalore,Lonely Nights,Anxiety to meet him,Airport,Cold night,Long drives. Being alone with the person you love is a feeling that a million dollars cannot bring.I was finally committed to a person who made me smile like there is nothing to worry about.That day changed my life forever.
He taught me being bold,courageous and Brave.
Realized my life was finally decided and I'm destined to be With such a marvelous Person.
I already started imagining my Royal Wedding with My Love
I took my life so seriously only after meeting him.before that I was a Dumb,Aimless girl With nothing in mind.I
I want to write a novel based on me and My Love, Trust me you all will love how I found and fell in love with My significant Other :)
A day never came,when he refused to help me in a bad day.My first call out will be Him,whenever I'm in stress,anger or If I'm Sad.
I Can't forget how angelic, serene and Beautiful his Innocent face looks.
Purity of his heart,loyalty and good Character are the wealth he possess.Love is all that he could offer me,with which I totally agree.My eyes looking straight into his eyes was the most beautiful dream coming true.
He came into my world like fresh droplets of morning dew;

I thank him for the love he poured into my life
I thank you honey, We Will never Set apart.
With Love,
That's what my Love calls me.
There's no happy ending in my story.Because,True love Doesn't have A ending in it.

Sunday, December 7, 2014

Note for Self #1

Een vriend en haar man gaan door een zeer moeilijke tijd in hun huwelijk, en ik begon me af te vragen of alle de oorzaak is precies dat ze van elkaar houden niet.
Ik vraag me af of ze niet gewoon gaan accepteren dat het zal altijd zijn als dit jaren geleden.
Ik heb geleerd dat ik mijn geliefde elke dag en elke dag dankbaar voor wat hij heeft gedaan om mij te moeten waarderen.
Ik heb geleerd er een relatie is iets wat niet gebeurde gewoon vanzelf, maar wat ik nodig heb op elke dag om te werken met een doel.

Note To Self#1

A friend and her husband are going through a very difficult time in their marriage, and I began to wonder whether all the cause is not exactly that they love each other.
I wonder if they did not just come to accept that it will always be like this years ago.
I learned that I should appreciate my beloved every day and every day to be grateful for what he did to me. I learned that a relationship is something not just happened by itself, but what I need to work on with purpose each day.
Today found some useful tips for. a beautiful life.
Read them, live more fully, and I promise you will experience a beautiful life!
--Take a 10-15 minutes walk every day and while you walk, smile and remember all good things
--Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
--When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, “My purpose is to … today.”
--Live with the 3 E’s: Energy, Enthusiasm, Empathy, and the 3 F’s: Faith, Family, Friends.
--Spend more time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 5.
-Dream less while you are awake.
--Try to make at least three people smile each day.
--Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn, pass all your tests.
Problems are simply a part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
--Smile and laugh more. It will keep you more lively .
--If you are stressed
--Potassium is a key ingredient in bananas and potatoes and it directly helps regulate blood pressure levels thus bringing down your stress.
--Read out Your favourite book. Anything will do. Reading helps prevents you from dwelling over negative thoughts and automatically lowers your anxiety levels.
--The colour green has been known to have a soothing effect on our eyes and relaxes on the nerve cells in our eyes. Best !!
-- No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
--Forgive everyone for everything.
--What other people think of you is none of your business.
--Time heals almost everything.
--However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
--Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will stay in touch.
--Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful, or joyful.
--The best is yet to come… Believe.No matter how you feel, get up, dress up, and show up.
--Do the right thing!
--Call your family often.
--Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: “I am thankful for…” – “Today I accomplished…”
--Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed. --Enjoy the ride of life. Remember that this is not Disney World and you certainly don’t want a fast pass. Make the most of it and enjoy the ride.